WRONG & WRITE
I really want to love somebody. I do. I just don't know if it's possible forever and ever.
Sunday, October 7, 2012
Just Love Here
Monday, September 17, 2012
The Boy With No Control
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Electric Charge
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Controlled Within
Monday, January 30, 2012
Call Me By Your Name
The sun was about to say good bye and the ocean was getting ready to go to its night
Sound of voices and dinner plates roamed in the village while people enjoyed their evening with friends and family
The sand I stood upon played around my toes while I walked down the stripe of dry sand
I walked down the ocean and stopped, stopped right in front of a resort I once owned
I stopped and glazed up into the sun while it fully disappeared into its ocean
I watched it as if I was the sun and I watched myself drown into the dark ocean
The ocean was taking over my life and I stood watching as I thought nothing could have been done
But for tears to roll down my cheeks
I turned around and watched what once a project of mine
What once a life I lived
What once a dream I had
Choices are all mind games, a game we all gamble with ourselves
A game of choices just to find out what makes us happy at most
Sometimes a little isn’t enough and a lot is just trial
A town I once believed in and a job I thrived upon day to day
I have left for a heartless move for a heart that couldn’t stop beating
That heart shocked my brain and told it to make that choice and to drop its thoughts
Just to realized and find out that my heart was playing another poker game
The heart has once again lost all its money and leaves the brain just too finally enter reality
In a world where choices aren’t being chosen any longer
I stood upon the sand and the night while starring at my once was resort
A gamble, a choice, a feeling, a desire
A feeling I once felt is now a wish, a wish wishing a feeling I felt was a feeling I’ve never felt
I wished with all my heart to leave this world behind
Rise like angels into the night
And magically disappear
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Wasted Love
Run, feel, see, and breathe
Wind brushing into our faces getting in our way
Eyes contact like a number on speed dial
Study the unexpected and love the truth
Darkness has never been so bright in the light
Evil burns into cold ice wrapped around angels
Hands touched force by gravity and with a simple lesson we started falling
Nudity, smoke, no rules, stay young
We held our breath when we fell into the hole
When we reached the ground we turned down the loud noise
And we started falling, falling in love
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
The Bag & The Box
Everything they knew and wanted to know was out flying with the herd of wind
When it became knowing the inside of it all it was another stage and another book
A life so darkened with a black thick marker even Mr. Devil himself didn’t dare to enter
Everyone with a pass became a lord that they didn’t want to know and everyone else became a pass by
Love was targeted by a little white ghost who told other little ghosts who fell in love with their love
Love was targeted and Love was snitched from the right side of the chest and was put in a black bag and then into a black box
Love wasn’t the pain, the pain was the pain and falling was the only thing they knew how to do
The book wasn’t written without a heart it was written for the ones who love and who can love back
Everyone with a pass became a lord and everyone else became a pass by
They watched others get the love stolen from their right side of their chest
They watched but feelings were put into a black bag hidden in a black box
Drive your fork right through my heart because any feeling is a feeling I haven’t felt
Years later, pass bys became the ghost and I realized I will never stop falling into the black hole of nothing but loveless feels because this love, this heart, and those lords can never find the bag hidden in that black box!