Electric Charge

You were the kid who laughed

The fact that a heart skipped a beat

Over reacting to those feelings when one gets the feel of little pills of lies creeps into your veins straight into your blood and right through your brain

You laughed as you knew you were living the generation of no love

Walked down the street at night with the moon circled around your heart guiding it to its river

You laughed and kept laughing down the dark and the bright

Left everything on the right at home and kept everything on the left... right through the night

Your night was a surrounding of the died and you were the fresh that was left hiding but in confidence

Happiness wasn’t to be found or sought but it’s to be located and bought

Reality check was you were the monster, exorcisms

Tote tools like mechanics, mechanisms

The walk in the dark alley wasn’t searched confidence

But instead given pride to the only, watched by the bright light lit

You laughed at the ones who fell down the wishing well

Because you were the only who saw the love in disguise

Till the dark alley took your hands and lifted you and did a 180 degree turn

Threw you into the other side where people stood upon and watched

A feeling you never trusted took over your one soul

The fresh dark red blood in your system got sucked into reality’s vision  

Left with nothing but the poison given from the darkness of lit light

The dark you trusted becomes the one who laughs  

Life becomes a long alley with exit doors and your search begins

Happiness becomes a found with another soul who becomes a “matter”

Life moves so fast that you become so lazy

Running down the alley wishing a sign to an exit was a possibility

But instead you become an animal and start running with no vision goggles

You start running into the wild and let go and leave everything

Arms wide open and wind striking, hair blowing

Forgetting

Living

Survival

Sunshine

Waterfall

You’ve never wanted anything from the “matter”

Expect everything they had and everything that was left

So you find that spot

And you start laughing

You wake up and you’re back in the alley that once gave you the confidence

But a thought of a chance…. you’d go back