The Boy With No Control

Opened my eyes after a dark dream took control of the veins that led to my brain

Woke up and sweat was running down my body as if the sun followed even though shade was to be seeked.

I was running in the middle of no where

In the middle of the dessert

Sand danced around my body

Heat followed as an unwanted friend

I kept running wishing the end was near

My Heart was beating to every step I took

The silence of space took control of my mind

My thoughts became the music to a strong base

The lyrics were to be spaced out but volume wasn’t an option

My heart beats and then it beats again

Every beat breaks into its own

Tears started scattering into direction

My mind got louder and louder as the sun was getting brighter and brighter

My story my thoughts my brain unfolded the truth

I broke my heart

A heart that was controlled by my head that was controlled by the veins that led to my brain

But used a human as an object

I stopped running but the feeling kept going on and on

The heart kept beating but instead it was beating in my head

Telling me things I’ve never said

I stood in the middle of the dessert with nothing around me but the sight of my mind

That was the only thing I had and the feeling was there

I stopped

I sat down under the sun

I closed my eyes

And I was back into the dark dream that took control of the veins that leaded to my brain

There was no exit

I sat there with my eyes closed and let it unfold

Because the feeling is going to go on and on

In my head