Friday, October 29, 2010

Piece of Its Mind

The flashes started gaining up on the crystal as if it was a dead killer whale on shore
It shined like a new shinny penny with a special edition logo that everyone wanted
That crystal was loved by everyone that moved and breathed on earth
The crystal didn’t want to love back because love meant to accept
One thought and the thought cried
The world was out of its mind
A name was given but a background check was hidden
Just like a ghost, it wanted the world to know but be visible
Life filled with beauty and common tears
So much lip and words and all so came with a life very much alone
No matter what direction it took it always landed back in its mind
Even though it walked around like some ghost that held so much information
It, the crystal didn’t mind
The crystal didn’t care
Being sad was its playtime
Being held was making friends
Being wrong was right
One thought and the thought cried
Cried for more terror and fear
To be sad and walk away as if it was a ghost

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Worth the Drum

I wasn’t there but I saw everything that a human needs to see when it came to the side we called painless feel. I started off with words like “I’ll be here all for you” the words weren’t real they were what I call, fear. I did love, I did want, but I didn’t want to be what I was and I was someone who I couldn’t change because it became who I am now. I speak with no words and lovers could have told. They didn’t care they wanted the air to fly the way they taught it to. I was brought to pretend to create an image to those who question the lives we lived. I ran back to the door every time I had the chance to walk away free handed and I would kick the walls with black paint till the pain discovers a zone where it can relax and be free till the next group that becomes art. No one understood the art and no one ever cared. I have found the key to me and the key was to be sad and to be okay. That’s how I felt it, the feel I wanted to feel the feel that might get me out to the real world and not this world. I want to find out who I am but me is standing still in one stop and I wish I could be here just for you, just for you. The only person I love and I do really love you. The discovery just made the room more in silent and I have been hurt and I am here to play doctor with myself. No more the same, time to close the wide opened door and walk away to the welcome gates that yell out my name every night.